10.27. Last before the WC

 I was pretty unsettled this evening. Restless. Once I got my Transition 2, running bag in, then Transition 1 bike bag in, I felt relieved.
So much so that I started to cry and let my nerves go. I felt relieved and good. 
Right before going to bed, we went to try out the Jacuzzi with my mom. That amazing view from a hot tub. The best thing ever! 

I am full of emotions hard to conceal. As much as I am scared, I feel ready, too. Ready to face whatever it is that tomorrow brings. It's going to be cold but I'm not going to be the only one out there feeling that chill.

Head up! Let's do this!

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10.26. Opening Banquet

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